.PARTY.the.night.AWAY.

[Jake Ellison]

Jake had just been grooving to the music, his vision slightly off, and thankfully they were moving around to much while they were dancing, otherwise Jake would've been totally off balance, at the amount he'd had to drink. He knew that he'd probably reached his limit for the night, and would end up with a nasty hangover in the morning, and what happens next, will leave even more drama for him to deal with. Jake was suddenly shoved to the side- he stumbled for a few steps and then turned to see that it was Ashlynn that shoved him, oh shit, was all that ran through his mind. He was going to be in so much trouble, if not have a break-up occur between them. Oh god, was the next thing that fluttered through the drunk mind of Jake's, a break-up was the absolute last thing he wanted to happen between them. He liked Ashlynn so much, and he was falling in love with this girl.

He watched as Ashlynn took a punch at JT, damnn,

[/b] that girl could throw down- he smiled on the inside to himself. He stood back a few moments- he didn't really know what to do- besides his body and his mind weren't working together, so there probably wasn't much he could do. Okay, Jake had to pull it together to at least try and pull these girls apart, before the two brooklyn girls starting getting any more intense then it was already. He moved forward closer to Ashlynn- he wrapped his arms around her waist, not in a romantic way at the moment- but he needed to pull her away from Jess, before they beat the living day lights out of eachother. Ashlynn... he mummered softly to her- he didn't even know what to say, not at the fact that she'd just punched out JT, but he felt like a complete asshole at this point. He was such a jerk- and he knew it. Why did his drinking have to get the better of him like this. He wouldn't be surprised if Ashlynn tore away from him and didn't want to talk to him again- but he prayed that, that was completely the case.

As Jake held his arms around her, trying to calm her down at least a little- so that he could possibly talk to her and maybe explain himself- he could feel her trembling beneath his arms. He didn't know if was just because she was so angry- or she was drunk or what. But even though he was pretty drunk- his brain kicked in, and he just knew something wasn't right. Ash, are you okay? he asked her turning her around so he could get a better look at her.[/blockquote][/blockquote][/color][/size]

[ashlynn cortez]

Ashlynn took the hit to the jaw without flinching, infact, she strangely enough welcomed the pain. Better physical than emotional, in her opinion. But she didn't go down when Jess attempted to jump at her and push her down. She wasn't drunk in the least, a slight buzz maybe but that was all. She heard Jake talking but she paid no attention to him till his arms slipped around her waist and instantly, she snatched a beer bottle from the nearest by-stander and lunged forward. With a nasty smirk, she slammed it down on the back of the retreating girl's head before hissing out, "No, bitch, that's how we do it. Fucking whore. Get out of my face." Now she began to squirm desperately in Jake's arms, wishing to be free. Like a bobcat stuck with it's paw in a trap, she wriggled, trying to jerk around from his arms.

As he asked her if she was okay, she began to laugh uproariously. She looked up at him, her eyes pained but wild due to the meth still coursing through her system. "Am I okay? Are you fucking stupid?" She hissed coldly and went to shove him but the world around her spun and she stumbled forward against his chest. Still trembling, she suck in breaths rapidly, and peered up at him. Her eyes were glazed over but she fought back the tears, refusing to cry despite how much she wanted to. "You jackass. I was going to tell you I love you but I just had a fuckin' revelation," Ashlynn snapped, fighting the urge to cock back her fist and slam it into Jake's face. She wanted desperately to hurt him, so he could feel just a fraction of the pain she did inside.

"I fucking hate you."

She whimpered and her legs began to buckle, and unless Jake held her up, she'd fall on her knees onto the sand. In which case, she'd rock back to sit on her butt and bring her knees towards her chest and wrap her arms around them. If he still maintained a grip on her, she'd merely stand and continue to tremble.

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[Jake Ellison]

Just an hour agao, things had been perfect Ashlynn and Jake were sitting under the stars- having a perfect moment, of gazing into each other's eyes and pretty much making out down on the beach. But Jake- of course he had to go screw everything up. He'd hurt Ashlynn so bad- as she threw out the swears and the hatefullness at him, it pierced him but he took all of it, he deserved every last bit of it that she threw out at him. He could still feel Ashlynn trembling beneath his arms, he could hear the sadness in her voice as she yelled at him. He'd hurt her so much, and he deserved every bad thing that she would do to him. Jake wasn't feeling the alochol so much anymore- being that he hadn't had another drink in a while now. As ashlynn yelled at him, he could tell that she looked as if she was going to cry, he walked Ashlynn away from the crowd- his arms still around her- fear that she'd fall to the ground, she seemed weak at the moment, and truly had no idea what was wrong, she had barely had anything to drink while the two sat down on the beach earlier. His brain was beginning to function a little more normally than before- he was able to put together a few words, the first thing that flew from his mouth was, Ashylnn, i'm so sorry, i can't even began to exlpain of how much of a jackass i feel right now, I had so much to drink- i wasn't even thinking. He told her- looking into her eyes- they looked different than normal, he didn't know if it was from the alcohol or from the anger.

He kept hold of her, looking down at her- god seeing her tear up like that, not even crying yet; but he felt like he wanted to cry himself. Yeah, he was a guy and he was going to possibly cry, he was such an idiot- and he felt absolutely terrible. Ashlynn.. i understand if you hate me, and never want to speak to me or whatever. i deserve it, what i just did back there was horrible, you don't deserve to be treated like that- im such a asshole, he said to her, he had no idea how he would make this up to Ashlynn- nor did he know if she would ever even want to speak to him again.

[ashlynn cortez]

She blatantly ignored his words but allowed him to lead her off to the side, ignoring the fact she still gripped the handle of the shattered beer bottle in her hand tightly. She had to have something to hold onto or she'd just shatter as easily as the bottle of alcohol had. She looked up to him, laughing softly. "I'm high as hell." Ashlynn giggled softly and looked up at the sky, tilting her head. "I've never wanted to be Kristie more than I ever have right now. At least I wouldn't have to deal with your ass." She spat coldly and tried to shove him away from her once more.

Lifting a shaky hand, she ran it through her hair and let it drop to her side once more. "I love you." She murmured softly, not realizing she had used present tense. Because, yes, despite all this, she still loved him. Believing she had used that in the past tense form, she finally let her tears fall. "Fuck it. Who needs color anyway?" She whispered and pushed him as hard as she could away from her, and once she was out of his grasp, she'd sit on the beach and pull her knees to her chest, wrapping her arms securely around her legs.

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[Andrew Lurgone]

((sits and waits. sorry i couldn't post. meds for my leg kind of made me fall asleep. don't think this is right time for andrew to post ))

[Jake Ellison]

When Jake heard Ashlynn's small giggle when she told him that she was high as hell, he wanted to smile- it felt as if she was the old Ashlynn again, before there were any problems. Before Jake had gone and screwed everything up. But he knew that she was laughing because she was high, but this hit Jake like a brick; he had no idea that Ashlynn was using drugs, why hadn't she told him? When Ashlynn mentioned something about Kristie- Jake really had no idea what she was talking about, and he just left it at that, there was no way he was pushing answers out of her right now.

When Ashlynn spoke the three simple words of 'i love you', Jake swore he could hear angels singing or something, where she was drunk or high or whatever, he knew that there was hope. Hope that she would be able to forgive him for being such a freaking idiot. Jake then held her close for just a moment more, and whispered, Ashlynn- I love you more than anything in this world. And at that she'd shoved him away and stalked off down the beach.

As Ashlynn walked away from him, pissed off, mad, anger and hurt- it was one of the worst feelings in the world, to know that he'd caused that much damage in one night. Jake walked back to his car, stumbling lightly as he trudged through the sand- straight past the coolers- without even giving it a second glance. And he walked out to the parking lot and slide down the side of his car, against the tire sitting on the cold asphalt of the lot- and just laid his head in his hands and his arms on his knees, and he cried. He was such and idiot- he deserved everything that Ashlynn had just thrown at him.

He had to find someway to make it up to her, something extra special that would show how Jake truly feels about her. Just then- even though Jake was still quite a bit drunk; the light bulb went off in his head, he had the most amazing idea for how he could, and would make this up to her and sincerily apologize. But he would wait till the morning, so that Ashlynn wasn't so high, drunk, anger whatever. And so that Jake wasn't so drunk- and he could actually drive. Because at this point Jake was in no shape to drive himself home- so either he was sleeping in the back seat of his car, or he was hitching a ride from somebody else at the party who stayed sober.

[ashlynn cortez]

-- whoo. wanna start a new thread for them, a few days after the party? <3.

[Jumper.]

okay sounds good, hmm where should i make it..? how does at her dorm sound? like he's coming over to apologize or something.. ? hope thats okay, lol cuz im gunna go make the post now, since im finally able to get on the comp.